Im euphoric, estatic, exhilarated
im literally beaming away,
cause my favourite fighterboy leben is
back Back BACK!
josh koscheck youre going down!
youre gonna go down so bad,
you'll regret ever kicking him out of the show
you dirtbag, you creep!
chris is so much more attractive now,
not that he wasnt before.
he's just less angsty,
more chirpy, all the better to get josh
all worked up and intimidated
yay for ultimate fighter :D
diego's a pretty cool guy,
cept he's kinda freaky
he's a pro fighter,
and urm, he does yoga?
and wraps himself like rosie in pck?
HAHAHHA i <3<3 ufc!

im feeling really good about today,
idk why too!
but i should just let it be.
now im trying to do my accounts
left since last tues,
and i have no idea what or how
imma do it. hahah
and i have 3 essays!
but im feeling great!
i think its cause of leben,
aaahhh you better win!
but forest is tough
ohwell, cant wait for next monday!
omg im so happy i scare myself!

N, 9:15 PM





She leads you up, points out skylines and stars, steeple chases in bars
And took your keys and demanded that you stay
The city longs well for rooftops and invitations
All lace in secret places, she moves you to touch with her hands

Congratulations to alyssa and denise!
my black legs is A Band Major!
omg, im still trying to come to terms with it.
you can do it yeah!
when the going gets tough,
just think of your forest hair. :D:D

Becks just called and hung up,
hahha we had such a silly time
on saturday. now thats what imma miss
from the tuesday onwards.
the 9 flights of stairs, nnope

i was so bent on completing my hist essays,
but i havent even gotten one down yet,
and tmr we're having mass practice,
we are, yeah?
and its due on tues, which is not so good,
but yeah, i'll make it work somehow.
it sounds all too unneeded just for a couple
of essays, oh geee whatever.

it wasnt until ytd that i found out charlene
was such a pig, a loud and grumpy one.
i merely had an hour's sleep more than her,
and yet she was complaining about her
lethargy so much when i was busy jumping ard
in her room. i ended up sleeping later than her yeah,
and i wanted so much to have supper,
my mom too, so we agreed to share maggiemee.
but then i realised, this is the least i can do
for myself to stop gaining more pounds.
so my disappointed mom had to forgo it too.
yay for determination.
now i have a pretty strawberry stick residing
at the top left hand corner of my corner,
guess what, its 3 dimensional!

miss lim had been just stuffing us with magnet
knowledge and not testing us on it,
so now im apprehensive to whether i know it,
or i want to think i know it.its rather scary yeah.
so you cant really blame the system we have for exams
and tests and homeworks.
not that i want a test, its just that for the first time,
it struck me that i may not know what i think i know.
so i prolly dont know much. so,
the question is,
do i wanna know what i really know?

ohyes, i remember what was my intention of blogging now.
i was watching oprah, and oh my goodness,
they were on the topic of children being sex slaves.
although ricky martin was the name appearing in the synopis,
which was the very first pull factor for me
to flick to starworld, we shall not deviate.
there were certain segments in the show,
and at different parts, there were either stories,
or investigations or findings being told.
so one story was, that this guy, of cambodian
nationality went to paris, and now is
going back there again, pierre. i know,
what a nice name for him, now i said that cause
he turned out to be a sex trafficker.
whats even worse, not the worst, trust me,
was that his sex slaves,
were young boys, and mind you
this man was well in his 40s maybe?
ok moving on, this man allegedly used padlocks.
not on grills or gates, guess where?
they were locked onto the testicles,
of these young children, who barely knew
or understood the meaning of sex, less knowing
the trouble they were in.
they werent even in their teens yet, and 2 of them
were slaves, sex slaves to him.
its distressing just seeing pictures of them.
forget about thinking, omg how can he do that,
or, omg theyre males, just like he is, how could he?
forget about those questions, this man here
told the press that the boys were lying,
that they were defaming, that they were
misconducting.
my question is, he really thinks anyone would buy his story?
anyone in the right mind would rather believe him,
chooses his side of story, instead of
this group of locked, sexually tortured boys
with padlocks on their genitals ?
the point is not even on thinking how could he bring
himself to do it, it is he's fallen too deep,
to even think his defence is genuine, is reliable.
does he think that what hes doing is right?
does he think that what hes doing is accepted?
does he think that what hes doing is fair?
to both the boys, and himself.
why is he so comfortable with people
labelling him as a sex trafficker?
does he enjoy the press interviewing him?
does he enjoy it when he sees defenseless boys
with padlocks locking their genitals?
just how much satisfaction doe she get from doing this.
the most impt thing is,
what does he think by doing all this, is worth?

then there was another one,
these 2 indonesian girls were promised
that they cld find a better, more promising
job than selling tobacco on the streets,
but guess what. of course they didnt find
what they expected they would.
of course they didnt get a better prospect.
and of course, they were sold,
as sex slaves.
they had to 5 times of sex per day,
with men that were in their 30s, 40s
the shameful part was,
when their family found them,
they didnt bother reporting,
i supposed they paid their captors.
and whats the most gut wrenching part,
these poor girls were relunctant to go back home.
they were ashamed of themselves,
ashamed that they couldnt bring money home,
see at this point in time, they were
still worrying about things like these.
it just shows how poor and deprived their
society was. they cldnt worry about
how their parents were worried, they didnt understand
they had a right to do so.
instead, they cried because they were afraid of bringing
humiliation onto their family.
cultures like these arent easy to change,
but it can be really upsetting when faced with
such dire circumstances.
get this, they werent upset because they worked as sex slaves,
they were upset because they realised for what they did,
they still cldnt bring money home as promised.

doesnt reading or knowing these stuffs aggravate you?
you just cant extricate yourself after knowing
whats happening to these children.
you dont have time to get upset,
all you wanan do is to eliminate all of these.
when youre watching these,
you think shows like 8th and ocean,
laguna beach, my super sweet sixteenth
are all so fictional.
those rick girls are pouting cause they cant get
a lexus or a navigator for their 16th birthday,
but kids younger than them are doing much much worse.
and theyre all in the same country.
over 200hundred thousands kids are smuggled like goods
into the us everyyear.
and you think thats the end, apparently,
their age is inversely proportional
to how much their body can fetch the traffickers.
which means the younger you are, say 7,
you earn alot more.
oh my bad, you see they dont earn it. what is even inhumane,
they dont earn it! these bad people do!
and see, ive only said that they get smuggled into the us,
but where do they come from?
where to sex tourists like to patronise?
southeast-asia.

yes my fellow friends, thats where WE live in.
thats whats happening to our region mates.
so cmon, lets do something for it.
lets alarm our government.
you see when a few individuals sned in petitions
for them to start doing something, it doesnt really work out.
but runalong and inform people you know they care,
and when masses of such pours in, help will eventually be given
to the poor kids.
no one should take all that kind of torturing, not even
with consent. lets not drown ourselves in
personal deprecating, or start thinking
youre the one with the worst problems and do something to help them.


ok lengthy entry, there was another story about
this lady who was a sex slave to a famous,
public character, and he was into religion
and was a person respected by many. yet he kept a woman
in his house, for 6 years, and tortured her.
6 long years.
my mind's filled with anger, but i know i alone
cant acheieve much. so i shall go think of how i can do it.
now we understand how come we cant tolerate
people who own so much, who enjoy life's luxury so much,
but yet cant stop complaining. yes, ceasing the complaints
wouldnt help any of these kids,
but wouldnt it be on your conscience ?


oh a lighter note,
actually theres no lighter note come to think of it.
after all that anger i got me thinking,
and so im feeling quite heavy and solemn.
ok i just thought of something light,
tmr we can play frisbee!
and hopefull im well enough for soccer.
now to shower,
and watch las vegas.
see, we all indulge in something we're guilty of,
just stop sometime, to think how lucky we all are,
its cliche, but it always stands.
it works. just think about why youre luckier
than some people seriously, and you find
yourself not complaining that much anymore.
i really do hope i can acheive that kind of understanding
toward others, that i stop grumbling
about my situation, about how much
i bother how people perceive me,
when theres so much more impt things waiting
for me to do.
but, at the same time, some things
like indulgment and vanity
and be removed totally from our lives.
we need to feel happy and be selfish
at some point in time. just do be consicous
of not overdoing it. becuase when we're
so stuck in it ourselves,
we wont be clearheaded enough
to help those we wanna. then we're lose
the true meaning of salvation.
so the most impt thing is,
it all boils down to doing your best.
oh yet another cliche one.
cheers to extracting such proposterous
acts in the world.

N, 9:13 PM



Did you know,
keanu reeves was born in lebanon?
the same place going through
shitass attacks now!
for his sake,
his dashing sake,
stop fighting!

a pity i cant locate the camera,
i would love to to share with you
the pleasures of watching char sleep
i'll flip open the covers and take a shot,
but as i said, a pity.

heres what i found in her comp,
i realised jos didnt send that to me



at least we had fun, then

oh lakehouse was good,
but i didnt sob yeamer!
i thought i would, but turned out otherwise!
haha still waiting for that letter!
that damned letter doofus!

IM DYING OF BOREDOM ):
IF ONLY THESE WORDS HAVE VOLUME,
I WANT THEM TO BLAST IN CHAR'S EARS
SO SHE WOULD QUIT SLEEPING
AND GO GET SOMETHING TO DRINK.
SHU REALLY SUCKZKXXKXX

N, 7:54 PM



bah, my ankle is bloody itchy.
i hate being itchy the most.
and my nose is blocked and i cant
smell anything (DUH) and
my voice has gone all nasal-ly
and im really sleepy and its only 9pm
dont tell me, im appalled too.

so yeamerong you think you can do away
with just replying here?!
dont you forget youre not allowed to
gee and doofus me! its like a double wham.
you moron! get your ass to give me a proper
email! one i deserve fully okay lazy twit!


ok im really pooped,
night yall! oh char's at church,
which means shes missing the show!
muahaha. oh elvin come to mama.



Try to smile for the morning light
(:

N, 8:58 PM



It takes the one to have the other

ouch, the pimple hurts!
i cant sneeze in peace ):

I wanna go watch the lake house!
keanu reeves <3<3

me : mommy i wanna eat fruits
Mom : no, no fruits, its late

!!!!!!

yeamerong you suck!
i think the postman loves your
less-than-satisfactory letter
thats why its taking so long to come!
no you can continue your act,
which is go for mundane rehearsals
and not doing your work
yeah keep it up woman!
-.-

N, 9:26 PM



oh the trip to the sinseh was gruelling.
):
so tell me how do i wear my shoes on sat!

night study is such a troublesome job!
man i submitted the form too early
this larger than life pimple is hurting!
my nose is really congested now.
WAHA.

jamie call me nownownow!
i wanna off my comp and go to bed
lalalalala,
the grooviness is back!

N, 6:56 PM



"today is also the day old friend sprained her ankle for the very first time when the ball got caught between her so very long legs while trying to dribble it which of cos, resulted in a fall. all hail soccer! "

well my old friend here sucks ):
her new friend hates her old friend.
snuffles is pure evil im telling you folks.
steer clear yeah

omg my blogger format changed again,
for the nth time. and now i have the timer,
but the colors and fonts and size are all gone.
and the icon for uploading pics is gone too.

my ankle still hurts!
but i still wanna play on thursday!
i think recess time is not enough time.
oh i missed a huge chunk of life as we know it.
and i cant wait for the hills!
oh i wonder when's laguna beach starting.
now we cant watch all the cliques in one shot

rehearsals are such boring jobs
i do not like it when jamie's so
far from me and clare loves to hit me!
bernice's the only sane one,
and i have to be in band uni ):
i know i sound like a whiny kid on the block,
and its not wise to sound like a whiner,
OH, did you know schemer is a formal word?
cool beans!

N, 10:42 PM



I am angry.
Maybe it's because i wanna sleep so
badly and im so freaking tired but
too lazy to dry my hair
or maybe it's because i missed yeamer
when she was online
maybe its because jonong called her
my lover -.-
or maybe its because tmr i have
to run or maybe cause i cant sleep in
or maybe cause idk what to wear tmr night,
or cause my toe is itchy
oh i know, its because im such a
grumpy woman.
i hated the fact that i turned angsty
so easily. i wanna strive to be
a better person, but its tough.
oh life is ruff.

N, 10:59 PM





omgg i <3<3 elvin ng!
oh tmr magglow will be back!
she was gone for reallly long, it felt.
oh i feeel grooovy!
shakeeeee!
oh i seriously cant wait fryin' action
on friday -.-
okay imma see if my sari thing still fits!
HAHA.

N, 10:00 PM



why, you think i didnt know it was broken?
it broke on me, so quit breaking it,
it's going to end up on me anyway.


i yearn to be unleashed, to be carefree.
i yearn.

N, 9:40 PM



oh crippler,
you sure know how to tease.
:D

oh leben oh leben,
koscheck was sucha big fat ass
you know youre better than sticking down
with him on the floor,
and he knew you cld fight better,
he knew that was the only way you wouldnt
hurt him. he's a dirtbag.
go leben <3

my mom says i have too much control in the house.
like she cant watch her own channels,
i cant help it if i've been doing that
for like 16 years right.
(:
imma check my timetable now.
pleasepleaseplease pray double historys on wed.
no! ohnonono.
i have ss to do also.
aaahhhh oh py sucks more,
she totally forgot about history!
oh i have her to thank!
she's such an oddball.
a lovable one. :D

N, 10:18 PM



I <3<3 sean faris :D:D
and i'm feeling heavy all over!
I wanna sleeeep
I <3 fridays!
I tend to daydream alot nowadays!

N, 9:10 PM



Its not difficult to crack me up,
char's blog was fricking hilarious.
hahah she's so dummbb

ok i lost mood to blog.
maybe it's cause of !@#(*&
ah whatever,
why am i even feeling sorry,
she started everything.
i have every right to be annoyed.
i shouldnt relent just cause
shes too dumb to get it.

i hate the whole blog-ranting-anonymonity-game.
so bye!

N, 9:57 PM



I'm feeling a whee bit angsty,
but i know i have to go do my f&n
Ohno they're playing pepsi ads,
i hate it so much now because
when i see it i get reminded
world cups over, i dont even
get to watch re runs.
man this sucks alot.

oh yay there's csi miami now,
i can watch and do work at the same time.
oh spinach, oh bother.

N, 11:01 PM


I did some profiling test on
colorgenics.com
Go try it! it's really accurate,
well for me at least.
I think these tests are getting so
popular is cause we are getting more
and more insecure of whats the real us.
I mean, we know its true, so
we just need some affirmation to convince
ourselves we're not deluded.
But it if says negative stuff, you'll just
continue to believe that youre
a poor soul,
and when it praises you, you
continue riding onto it.
its so, dangerous.
pretty much like all the horoscopes
and daily predictions.
who are they to tell what we are anyway?
still, the effort put into
studying of how colours affect us
at any point of time is rather amazing.


oh heat on vegetables,
what a bummer.
Sure we'll have fun stir frying spinach. ):
lucky someone owes me mango sorbet!
he better stick to his word
i can smell it coming! :D

N, 8:22 PM





heyho spasms.

Chinese o's were a breeze!
:D
I wonder how jamie did.
sorry i left early!
met someoneelse and thought
you had to practise. :D
The qn was really easy,
so erm, predictable.
and it took really short.
oh wells!
Please let me get a 1!
I wana go canning :D

world cup ):
i'll see you in south africa,
hopefully i would be there
watching live.
villaaa you still rock!
and cannavero wont be playing then ):
although i so detest italia,
the cute ones should stay!
France should have won.!
zizou should have retired
more honorably. and idk why
people want france to lose
just cause they beat portugal.
its so, juvenile!
but italia werent that bad themselves,
it was their first goal conceded,
great job! but if i had to choose
between these 2 i equally abhor,
i'd rather france ):

oh i <3<3<3 odonkor!
so no more matches,
and hello books!
i so can hear it calling out to me,
right taytaytay!

N, 9:42 PM



That day I was watching Laguna Beach,
and I was just gawking at how much fun
they were having at their graduation.
Today at NUS, it was really fun too,
just a tad more solemn. like the really smart
alumni people and the dean are seated as though
they're in parliament.
and they separate the doctorates and masters and
the normal ones.
they keep saying stuff like congratulations
to the class of 2006, made me feel all
warm and snuzzy.
and there were the popping of streamers
and they made two humongous streams of balloons,
then they just released and they flew everyone,
really nice.
But i prefer l.b's one, theyy wore white ones
instead of the navy blue robes here,
and it was more fun than serious.
the people here dont really show that they're
happy to be graduating. ):

oh my solar powered calculator actually broke down
so what, the sun's down?
its not cheap btw! ):
I dont like it when zara goes on sale,
not when even though its cheaper
the clothes are really messy.
like the saleswomen go on holiday
when zara goes on sale.
no wonder we're like 3rd from the last
in some service ranking.

ok showertime soon, and eng feature article.
poor py should have had some backup!
now i have to do it by tmr):
oh las vegas!(:

and lastly, if youre all enthusiastic
about tonight's match, youre
a !)(@#*&@! freak. zizou is way beyond his years!
as a footballer, as a absolutely fit man,
man he's a good catch.
henry should go home. and totti?
save the talk!

N, 9:37 PM



I realised I havent been blogging about football
the massacre of non euro countries scarred me
brutally. ):

Im totally into folding papers
like all unglam and childish stuff
ohwells, no harm indulging.

I'll be on the second
weight losing scheme!
first one failed terribly.
horrifyingly.
jogjogjogjog tmr

I heart you alot too moss.
especially on good days
ha. (((:

N, 9:23 PM



Talking to yeamer is almighty fun(:
her giggles and silly jokes
are vividly in my mind still.

okay imma listen to my nice song!
i love snapping and grooving to it!
(:
oh dinner was yummy.
simple, but yummy.
oh i had this urge to say,
I <3 you both very much ,
toad and char (:

N, 8:27 PM

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